Men through my life

All my life since I was child I been related with boys and with the idea that one day I´ll fall in love with one. But every dream girl wishes a prince to take her to his castle on a white horse and I wasn´t the exception and always dreamed on my perfect prince hence all my boy classmates weren´t enough for me, they were just simple and dirty boys that I only enjoyed playing with them at the schoolyard and actually my parties were only for girls because only they were my best friends.
Once when I was in 2° grade in primary a kind of funny boy ask me to be his girlfriend and I accepted he was my first boyfriend, obviously it did work so we broke up and continued playing together as usually.
Over the years I started to feel more attracted to men and when I was 10 I fell in love of a boy of my neighborhood and when I when to middle school I started to have boyfriends though I had many boyfriends only one was my first and only true love and we were together only 6 months.
Know I look at the boys different and I have boys best friends and I know that my prince on the white horse would never come, but I know that exists good guys and one day I will met the one that is for me.